I call myself loser...
Sometimes, I really feel like I am a loser....
I loss everything...
In front of everyone.. I am an optimistic girl...
I love to laugh or I have so much non sense things to share with my friends.
But nobody know my real feeling....
They will never know...Because I never express it....
I never show them how is my another side of my heart..
The dark side is very terrible... It was so upset, just like hell...
I always tell myself not to show this face to ANYONE..
because i don't like to throw my problem or my anger to them....
They are my friend.. There is no nessescary to ask them to accept my angry or any bad thing from me... even i know as a friend.. they don't mind to do that..
I face so much problem recently..
And i decided to hide up myself....
I don't want to let anyone of them see my sad face....
I couldn't express my real feeling in my original blog....
Finally, I decided to open a new blog to express my feeling here...
I don't care is there anyone will view my blog?
It doesn't matter... Because I choose to start a new blog is to avoid anyone I know to read my blog...
Now, I have a way to express my real feeling...
Welcome to my world...
A loser diary.....
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